| Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005 |
| 2:41 pm |
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| Wednesday, January 12th, 2005 |
| 12:12 pm |
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| Sunday, December 19th, 2004 |
| 10:37 pm |
Some Pics.... Ok so I havent posted in a while again because I dont have a computer so I have to use Mackenzies... but I found some really cool pics in ColMax's journal from the Night 89x Stole Christmas concert so... ( Check me out Bitch! )
Current Mood: tired Current Music: some dumb overplayed shit on DRQ |
| Thursday, November 25th, 2004 |
| 1:16 pm |
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| Wednesday, November 24th, 2004 |
| 11:12 am |
Back... Ok so its been about 370735 years since Ive used LJ...
but now I have more time on my hands so why the hell not?
I want to post a lot of pics anyways.
( There She Goes... )
Current Mood: Nothing Special Current Music: The Killers... |
| Monday, August 9th, 2004 |
| 11:57 pm |
SO much for my happy ending... So today I went to work - again - even though last Thursday was supposed to be my last day. Then today was the first day of volleyball tryouts for Refuge - I'm Whitney's bitch - a.k.a. I'm assistant coach for her team.
After tryouts I went over to Whit's with her and Lex and we went swimming in our skivvies (well ok not really, those 2 were in bathing suits and I unfortunately didn't have one so I went in in my clothes).
( It was Classic )
Current Mood: confused Current Music: Happy Ending - Avril |
| Saturday, August 7th, 2004 |
| 1:15 am |
As It Should Be... Today I think that he doesn't want to be with me anymore.
And it kills me.
This is corny but I feel unappreciated so I want to tell some people how I feel so here goes...
To Melissa: Thank you. You are so brave for what you did for me and I can't think of much anyone else who is that loyal to me. I owe you big time and you are so amazing and I dont think people tell you that enough. You are one of the greatest people I have ever met in my life in so many ways. Best cousin - Honest person - Great friend. I love you.
To Whitney: You have been there for me a lot lately (like always - I just need it more than ever.) You know me better than anyone else and I have shared more than half of my life with you. I will always be there right beside you to support you - you're going places and I wish I were priveleged like you are. You're one of the most dedicated people I have ever met. You will always be my best friend and I love you.
To Lexie: My other bestest buddy. I know you and Whitney think I don't really care about you guys and I never have time to hang out with you. But I do. I wish I could see you more. You're always happy and positive in every situation, even the worst ones. You also know me much better than many people. I want things to work out for you so that you will always be happy like you have chosen to be. I love you and keep truckin.
To Jen Plants: I hate that you tell me you dont fit in or whatever because damn it, you fit in with me. Im sorry I havent called you like at all this summer but that would be because I am a bum and I ignore my friends. I said we would hang out and we havent and thats because Im retarded. You are a great girl - one of the funniest I have ever met. Youre super amazing and sweet and I love you.
To Megs: I know that you've gotten a lot of shit this year, just like Melissa and it drives me insane. I mean it totally pisses me off because you two don't deserve that. I don't even know you that well but you are like insanely nice. I just wanted you to know that - and I feel for you - everybody goes through shit with people at some point - I'm just sorry it's hit you girls so hard. I miss you tons and I need to see you more.
And that seems to be it for now - for anyone else that reads this that didn't get a message, I'm not trying to ignore anyone - I just wanted those 5 girls to know all that.
Alex doesn't ever really read this unless he is really bored but since he is the most important thing in the world to me I think he needs one too...
To Alex: I am crazy about you. I have given up so much to be with you and I've hurt a lot of people to do that but I love the way that I feel when I am with you. I don't feel like I have to impress you or act a certain way - I can just be myself. You make me feel comfortable in any situation. I know we fight sometimes but it's only because I want to make things work out the right way. I am so attached to you and I would never want to do anything to hurt you. I am always thinking about you. I am in love with you - whole heartedly. I just wish that you feel the same because I really think we have a good thing going and I will do anything to hold on to that. Current Mood: discontentCurrent Music: Together - Avril |
| Saturday, July 31st, 2004 |
| 11:53 pm |
Its been a while Ok I never write in here anymore because I never want to take time to but I miss it.
Ive missed my girls - Whit and Lex - but Ive been seeing more of them because Ive been forcing them to let me hang out with them.
I went to the movies with Alex, Sean, Julie, Jimbo, Laura, and Katie today: we saw The Village - it was the worst movie ever. Dont waste money going to see it or to rent it because it is terrible and you will hate it.
Alex and I have seen Spiderman 2, Anchorman, and Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle in the past few weeks and I saw Dodgeball when I was on vacation with Whitney:
- Spiderman 2: OK - I liked the first one better and the guys acts so much more gay in this one than he did in the first one.
- Anchorman: Hilarious - W Ferrel is godly.
- H.a.K.G.t.W.C.: AMAZING!!!!!
- Dodgeball: funny funny funny...great cast
K I'm done - Love. <33 Current Mood: quixoticCurrent Music: Vindicated - Dashboard |
| Tuesday, July 27th, 2004 |
| 5:36 pm |
ooo weeee My birthday is in 14 days...!!!! Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: lloyd banks |
| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004 |
| 5:36 pm |
Diiiiiiirty 
Ya'll need to go buy this movie - its so hott and I am in love with it so I bought it... Current Mood: happy |
| Saturday, June 19th, 2004 |
| 6:45 pm |
So I close my eyes... So my lovely friends from Sweden were here all week. Theyre pretty cool - its just hard to understand some of the things they say.
Im going to Reno in four, YES FOUR, fucking days. Oh yes, me and Whitney are stoked. Im going to miss Alex soo incredibly much because Im going to be gone for a little over 2 weeks AND Im missing our 6th month - which weve been so excited about. But the day after I get back will be awesome because its his birthday. Im super excited. And besides, I never really get to hang out with Whitney anymore anyways and shes my best buddy and I love her and I miss hanging out with her a ton. But yeah, Alex Im going to miss you - I looooove you. <33
Umm sooo....WHO FORGOT ABOUT FATHERS DAY?!?!? oops...am I the only one?
P.S. Alexandria Marie Younger I miss you terribly - I better see the beautiful face of yours soon.
Also on my Miss List would be little Melissa and little Megan who I need to see ASAP Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Trapt - Echo |
| Monday, June 14th, 2004 |
| 11:28 pm |
I HATE MY JOB So yeah today was the first day of work...
fuck it. Worst day in a long time.
that's all I have to say.
Oh yeah and I love my boyfriend, even though he fell asleep when we had a phone date - I still love him.
Oh and Jen: thats nasty haha.
( Ya feel me? )
Current Mood: sad |
| Sunday, June 13th, 2004 |
| 2:32 am |
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| Saturday, June 12th, 2004 |
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| Friday, June 4th, 2004 |
| 6:14 pm |
Jay walking my way through life... Ok so Monday was the Hanson concert with Melissa...wow it was just like the greatest thing ever...because we met them...(my first celebrity encounter)
This week was gay - it was all prepping for finals. But whatever.
I hung out with Alex last night and then went to the MIDNIGHT HARRY POTTER 3 SHOW WITH WHITNEY -- it was totally sold out -- we had to go all the way to Southfield Star...and I saw Ms. Robinette which completed my life. I love her.
Sean got his wisdom teeth pulled yesterday but then we surprised him with his brand new Grand Prix. He was really happy.
Alex is coming over in a bit - my parents are having a card party - theyll all be drunk. Excellent. Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Avril Lavigne |
| Sunday, May 30th, 2004 |
| 1:02 am |
Always and Forever - Thats How It Should Be Fair was Friday - that was super - went with Sean Julie and Alex - I saw lots of cool people - but saw lots of not cool people too - such as Alexs cousin who pretty much told me Im ugly and shes going to beat the shit out of me, which is always nice to hear - and Jonathon Naimi who is such a dick I cant even stand it. PISTONS LOST AND I WAS UPSET - OMG WAS I MAD.
Today I did some homework because I have so much its not healthy - then I went to Alexs from like 5 til about 12 - we played some basketball, watched some basketball (the things you do when you date a black man), - I was supposed to meet Mel Megs and Ian at the fair but Im retarded and didnt go which makes me sad x1,000,000,000 because I hate when Im stupid - TIMBERWOLVES WON! KICK SOME FUCKING ASS! KEVIN GARNETT IS GOD! THE LAKERS ARE BIG HOMOSEXUALS - then when the game was over Jordan, A's brother, brought me home - hes super cool, really ghetto at times though. Always funny.
I cant wait for Cleveland - like holy shit. And Whitney gave me the days were going to Reno today - Im pretty stoked about that too. Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Trick Daddy + Yin Yang Twins |
| Friday, May 28th, 2004 |
| 12:48 am |
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 |
| 9:32 am |
I am so done being sick...well I wish I was smithtish722: u know what tho.,..u know what makes u happy...and at least u found it and stuck with it..if they act like that..it will take them a long time to find themselves smithtish722: and its sad smithtish722: but true smithtish722: but im proud of ya smithtish722: its rare these days u find someone that doesnt care what other peeps say... smithtish722: and thats you man smithtish722: keep it real...keep doing what u do..u do it well
Smitty is my favorite...
Im home sick AGAIN - So Im missing the field trip today and I was all excited and now Im missing it. I better be better by tomorrow or atleast Friday. Alex and I reached 5 months today - next month is a biggie. Alex I love you <33
So the entire Back Table has this joke about Lance Bass going to space and its pretty funny - even though I wasnt included in their Relay For Life group Id like to pretend I was...
( Lance Bass Is Going To Space )
Current Mood: sick Current Music: Taking Back Sunday |
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 |
| 10:19 am |
I believe in a thing called love... So I was on the phone til 2am last night with Alex because we both took naps so we weren't tired at all...so I woke up this morning and told my mom I was going to go to school late so thats what Im doing later. I didnt finish any homework yesterday because I shouldnt have to do anything when Im sick so I didnt do it. I decided Im not going to write my Morality Speech and Im just going to improv instead for a good 5 minutes minimum because Im lazy. I went to breakfast with my mom and Sloan this morning, I got him sick, oops. And Im going to school like 5th hour but Im not signing in until 6th hour so I can skip 5th and not get in trouble because I hate Baker and I dont wanna sit through his class. Then I have English which is blowoff...and then my speech.
Mackenzie put on my homecoming dress for fun and I did her hair
( She looks way too old to be just 11 )
Current Mood: nerdy Current Music: I believe in a thing called love - the darkness |